There is nothing I would like to do more than just sit down and write. I want to write like it’s the air I breathe but my brain seems to be a little bit broken at the moment. I have the ideas, I have the words in my head, I have the characters whispering and planning… and I know what I need to do. Then I go and sit down in front of the computer and it’s just…. blank.

I have had writers block or a creative block many times in my life but I’ve never had it this bad before. I know it’s my mental health and the only way to fix it, is to heal. I know there are tools I should be using but just like the lack of WERDS when sitting in front of the computer… there is a lack of motivation. I AM TIRED and I am being extremely hard on myself. Just like anything in life, your mental health does have an effect on the things you do or want to do. I know I will get through this and I will be better for it at the end of the day but man! WUT R WERDS????????

I have decided that I will be taking small steps. I have the BIG goals but I can’t afford to focus on BIG at the moment, my mental health is just too fragile. BIG makes me want to run and hide. I have been tackling the small things on my list, none of them have been as creative as I’d like but it’s still something that I can cross off the list and it makes me feel like I accomplished something. Now that I have started doing that, I will add one creative thing to the SMALL THINGS list everyday. Starting with a reward on Patreon that I’m offering.
I love getting creative, so it has been so disheartening to not get in touch with that side of myself. I miss it. So, I am really looking forward to starting on this little project. 🙂

Patreon

Speaking of my current small project…. Please have a look at my Patreon! I have been working on it for a while and I have really enjoyed the process. I think we can all have a lot of fun over there! 🙂

https://www.patreon.com/ecfarinha_author/membership

As always, thank you for the ongoing support my Lovelies! I love our little community so much!

I hope you’re having a beautiful day! 🙂